I’ve wondered for so long.
So cold
And all alone.
I’ve question and ached,
But had the knowledge
All along.
Some days it’s so clear;
Not black
Nor gray.
How could I be so far gone?
How did I lose my way?
His grasp
So tight,
Around my heart,
Around my mind.
My soul is screaming
For vitality
That once existed,
But vanished in the abyss.
This abrasive taste of reality
Is something
I’ll never miss.
My strength
I’m searching for;
I’ve lost me.
Everything.
Down to the core.
Where did I go?
Where am I going?
Does anyone know?
