I see her pain through her smile
I try to make it better
I jump and giggle all the while
To find ways to distract her
I'm not quite sure what's going on
But I sense it can't be good
Even though I'm small, I'm strong
I do just what I should
Going back and forth from mom to dad
Can seem like an adventure
They can't really tell I'm sad
Because I smile through the torture
I wish we were a family still
Something just is not right
I have so many questions still
I take it one day at a time
It's just so stormy in my brain
I don't know what it's all about
I don't want to feel this pain
I want my rainbow to come out